Perplexed thinking


Lately, I have been having a lot of thinking about what I’m gonna do for the rest of the month, specifically every after shift.  I have my planner with me to keep me reminded of these things.  I also have my calendar on my mobile phone for daily tasks that need attention.  But despite all these I still somehow feel bored and I feel very much laid back.  I don’t really understand it.  I go to work everyday, render 9 straight hours in front of a pc.  I have a blog where I can write about anything that’s cracking in my brain.  I can go to any mall, or place nearby and hang out with friends.  I have my camera with me which most of the time is my helpline when I really feel a high level of anxiety and boredom.  With just a few clicks to anything I see, I already have pictures that I can blog about.  There’s facebook, twitter, the internet that I can access to fill my spare time.  My hard drive’s got tons of movies and TV series that I can watch.  I have a phone. I have money. But..

Nagugulumihanan much?

I still don’t know what I want to do today!… I know it does not make any sense but I hate this feeling.. grrrrr…

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18 responses to “Perplexed thinking

  1. hahahaha tinatanong pa ba yan? Yan din ang kulang sa buhay ko. LOVELIFE! ☺

  2. hirap naman ng iniisips mo. Pagdating ng pagbaler, mawawala yan!

  3. jeff, i’ve been getting that feeling lately also…as if there’s something I want to do…i know want to do something worthwhile. i just don;t know where to start.
    i hope you “find” that something to do. 🙂

    • I guess it’s really part of us.. para we’ll be able to realize something out of it.. though ako hindi ko pa narerealize kung bakit I am undergoing that kind of feeling.. 🙂 Thanks for the concern Ms. Grace! hope we’ll find a way to get out of that feeling!

  4. haay jeff. mahirap nga yan, yung di mo alam ang gsuto mo.
    whenever i feel restless kahit alam ko ginawa ko na lahat ng cravings ko, i know HE is the one missing. nireremind na ko ni Lord na kulang na oras ko for Him. ^_^

    • I know the problem with me is I have a lot of things I want to do.. in a short period of time.. I know it’s very difficult but I want to prove na I can do it eh.. siguro nga this is the effect.. 🙂 Siguro nga rin, I have to just lift it all up to Him.. He wants me to realize something.. Ano nga kaya yun?.. hmmmm..

  5. I feel the same way too! Nakakainip din minsan, nakakabored pag wala ka ng bagong ginagawa! 🙂

    • yep.. mahirap pag the same thing ang ginagawa everyday, I need to add something new in my routine.. or perhaps try out different things everyday… wag lang magastos.. hehe 🙂

  6. akala ko ako lang nakakaramdam nya.. parang wala akong social life.. office bahay.. bahay office.. gusto ko mang makipagkita sa mga friends ko.. kelangan ng datung… mahina ang 500.. hayz.. kaya tiis tiis nalang.. hahahaha..

  7. Try mo din gumawa ng wala. Nakakapagod yun. Hindi mo alam kung kelan ka matatapos e. hahah! (for the love of Bob Ong). Balik ka na lang kaya sa teatro. hahaha!

    Seriously, minsan nararamdaman ko din yan. Same old story.. Nakakabagot. Anyway, good luck sayo Jeff.

    PS: sumakit ang ulo ko sa title ng post na to. Kinailangan ko ng PALA para hukayin yang napakalalim mong english. lol!

    • haha sensya naman, ganyan ako ka bored nun kaya yan lumabas na term.. hehe lol 😛

      I’m okay, it looks like na tulog lang pala ang katapat ng boredom day na yun.. hehe 😛

  8. Parehas tayo tol. Hirap ng dami iniisip tapos nabobore. Misis ko nga pag nauwi ako don bawal ang gadgets, wala ding tv ayon pinaglalaba niya ako at gusto niya ako magluto para sa kanya para daw di ako maboring. naku baka symptoms na ng OCD to jeff. wat do u think?

    • anong OCD?.. hindi ako normally nagpopost ng nararamdaman ko through my blog or even in FB.. pero that time kasi, bigtime feeling eh.. though I have found a way to overcome it.. 🙂 TULOG!.. hehe it’s just stress disguised as boredom.. 😛

  9. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder niyahaha gust mo paulit ulit me ginagawa ka.

    • ay hindi naman ako ganyan.. minsan naeenjoy ko rin ang bored, kasi nakakapahinga.. walang ginagawa.. may times lang naman.. 😀

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